I m 40 years old i have 3 kids im diabetic of type...

I m 40 years old i have 3 kids im diabetic of type two in my third pregnancy some of house issues i was feeling lonely and disturbed due to this there is problem in my sleeping .even i scared of sleeping for this i go for the check up and dr gives me zoloft tablet but after my pregnancy it’s continued after 4 he tried and reduce the dose of zoloft but when i stop after few days i feel the same condition dr start again same tablet then I continue till now but 4 months back he reduce 50 mg of zoloft to half tablet and said eat it after two days and see the result if u r ok then we stop this because i want to stop this medicine so he said we will check i do the same but now i feel same condition when i stp tablet my fears start and i have sleepless nights even i m so anxious of sitting i feel my heat comes out of little things so afraid of night please dr what condition u discribe this ii m in depression or i m in anxiety and how to over come my fears and i have to take this tablet my whole life what r their side effects

Doctor's Assistant: Have you seen a doctor about this yet? What medications are you taking?

I m taking zoloft50 mg half tablet after two days and janumet 50mg/1000mg 2 tablets

Doctor's Assistant: Anything else in your medical history you think the doctor should know?

Actually dr i m v sensitive from my child hood when i was young in school 6 grade my teacher she was scared me in class just sitting in front then from that day i was v quite making v less friend ls at home also just spend tome in studying but not mix up with people when andy guests came i spend my time in room tome pass and when i get married i was scared there also because i dont know cooking and other things my hubby was in uae so we left in laws house after marriage one month but here when he called any friends at home for dinner i was scared that if i was not cooked well then what happend but my husband is v nice he always appreciated me not complaing pf any thing but whaen i was pregnet at that time i was diagnosed i have diabetes i take it v seriously and even not accepting it that i m diabetic my hubby always support me but for accepting this o take whole year i always thought when someone knows about my condition how he feels that in v early age i became diabetic i even not tell in my in laws about my conditions this happend in my second pregnancy my first pregnancy was fine no complications nothing but in second i use insulin for my pregnancy but i never told any one about this then in my third pregnency due to some reasons few of my in laws know about it and when i know that they know i m diabetic i take it v harshly even not talk any one and that was the tome i was start sleeping problems i try to face it but i cant after 20 days of struggle and sleepless nights i told about dr this condition he said i have depression and he satrtd zoloft tablet but now then i m ok i use this tablet for around 6 years i want to discontinue this but when i left this my condition start again same fearof sleeping problem what u sugget i have to do